An Encounter with an angel

Today (21.04.2012) it was very stressful. It was a long night at work and all hasn’t been well with me. I cried all the way to my house. I know the lady seated next to me in the bus was surprised and I love it, coz it didn’t bother her. Her eyes showed empathy though.  Things don’t always work out the way we expect them to.

It can be very frustrating and disappointing when you do your best and no one

Affirms to it or even supports you. I did want to talk to someone, a friend who would listen without judging, and a trusted one who would keep it within her. A friend who would provide a shoulder to cry on. I wanted just that but the list of friends I got, no one would be trusted with the delicate information that I held and those who would were out of reach.

That too was very frustrating. When I got to the house, I decided I will not let my worry; anger and despair ruin me after all the people hurting me does it because I let them. I have given them a green light to abuse me and treat me so bad with so much disrespect and rudeness.

 A thought came to my mind... ‘Why not talk to your maker?’

Instantly I let it all to HIM, it felt so good to tell the LORD about it, I was even more open to HIM than I would have been with a friend. I felt so calm, no more tears. We even had an agreement that I will let HIS will be done coz either way HE will give me strength to cope. For sure ‘the joy of the LORD is my strength’.

I feel this warmness and courage to face what’s ahead of me than ever before. He knew me before I was born, HE knew that this day we would revive our friendship; He knew that I would go through this. He is so wonderful. I told HIM, I hate myself coz I have let people treat me bad for so long, but HE said, “Child this will make you even stronger”

 Isn’t that beautiful?

Am out of the cage now, am not a crying baby anymore, I no longer panic, HE is in control. He knows my going and coming. He knows where my bread will be buttered. It’s all in His loving hands. I will face the world with a brave face, no matter what life throws to me, I will take it in and move on. Life doesn’t end here; I have a long way to go.

To show me that he cares, I left home without an umbrella; I thought I would beat the storm and get to work early before peeping rain fall. Only to alight to a heavy storm. I decided to brave it only to find a gentleman, a stranger at that, waiting holding an umbrella. He escorted me till I got to my office, safe and dry. God bless you Hun.

HE promised to be with us all the time, trust in HIM people. HE is faithful. Let go and Let GOD...

A Life Recipy

                                                                   Guilty builds up fear

Fear turns to a negative attitude

Negative Attitude will grow to pretense

Pretense builds up to anger

Anger grows to hate

Hate brings along frustrations

Frustrations is a sister to disappointment

Disappointment is a life time anguish

You will be negative about everything that happens under the universe

In your world all will be impossible

You will love shortcuts

You will be a friend to evil

You will blame others for your failures

Yearn to live right

That may be the reason you are yet to achieve your dreams

Amend all your wrongs

They will catch up with you someday

And

It will be painful with so many regrets’

Cease the resentments

Learn to forgive

You can't control what people think about you

But

You can you can control how you react.

Bless your enemies

Nothing hurts them much

Be wary of your friends

It may just be a second face

Live to the fullest

And

Be happy at all times

No matter what..

The End is just the Beginning

When love ends, walk away with nothing but your dignity
When love ends, keep your head high lest the weight of your heart weighs you down
When love ends, keep goodbyes precise
When love ends, keep your heart close to your maker
When love ends, trade it with courage
When love ends ,cry but remember to wipe them
When love ends, don't let trust end with it
When love ends, remain friends anyway-life is short to keep grudges
When love ends, do a new thing that will keep you busy
When love ends, rem love didn't end your reason for being together ended
When love ends, the gifts belong to charity
When love ends, always rem nothing is permanent
When love ends, give it a second thought next time
When love ends, encourage your heart to love again
When love ends, the mourning is just but for afew days, a better morning awaits thee
When love ends, time will heal you
When love ends, walk away with nothing but your fragile heart
When love ends, remember everything has an end.

A little Paradise down the valley

Deep in the valley
Clean waters flow
from the streams near by
A green serene lay
Covered with beautiful lilies
Sweet scent fills the air

From a distance a harmonious melody
can be heard from the birds
The butterflies color the environment
All flapping their wings
along well manicured pathways

One of them leads to a cave
Host to the inhabitants
At the entrance there is a waterfall
Once inside, a well groomed natural
seat awaits thee
the small spiky creatures
does acupuncture
on your burning feet
Nature soothes you
You wanna stay here for good
without the dramas of
everyday life
In the little paradise
down the valley

A double faced wife..

These News, I will break to everyone

They are somehow devastating

And very disturbing

I choose to pen them down

At least I won't have to answer your questions

May be I have been naive for too long

O I trusted too much

Or I was is in denial

Or I live in my own conservative world

Or am just a confused fell a

Or am so traditional

Whatever it may be

Am beyond words

My wife of twenty years

Has been a darling to me

And our children

She is the rock and strength of our family

She keeps our house calm

Deep in prayers

We have been happy

Although life has been tough at times

She still can afford a smile

She keeps us going

Her friend Nora

Was so to her

She ensured my sweetheart had a shoulder

Besides mine whenever I was away

My little ones often slept over at her place

Until one day when I came back

Unsound,

Couldn't believe my eyes

My wife and Nora cuddling on the sofa

They both confessed they were high school soul mates

and the habit progressed through to their marriages

I just can't fathom this

What do I do?

Deal with IT

Success is achieved 

Never earned

There is sacrifice

And compromise

That got to be paid

Friends turn to foe

A hopeful present

Turns soar

And you've got to keep it real

Keep believing in one self

Keep an open mind

Don't let a challenge

Cause you anger

Let it be a motivation for a better you

Embrace defeat today

Tomorrow you will be on the pedestal

Quit competing

And spreading malice

It brings along more frustration and

Disappointments

Engage your uniqueness in your own growth

Someone will always be ahead of you

Deal with it

Accept and move on

Let them inspire you

Quit fighting battles that

You can't control

Fill your life with contentment

All will be enough

As more await you

And be smart

Avoid hurt, aspire greatness

Play your cards right 

A winter in your arms

Life was good

Everything was cool

Love ruled our world

We were inseparable

The future was so clear

All that glittered was happiness

We both knew we were meant to be

That we would Grey together

Our friends wouldn't wait for the big day

They were impatient about it

Our parents gave us their blessings

Life wouldn't be happier

We both chased our dreams

And

That brought the gap

The Distance

We thought the heart would grow fonder

Our careers came first

After all we were in need of a better I

It's too late now

We both made our mistakes

We moved on

We drew the line

We didn't get to the finishing tape 

Although we were almost there

The fact that we aren't happy with significant other

Shouldn't be a reason for a make up

We moved on for a reason

We've got to let go

Forget we ever shared a common ground

Life has taught us that

It's all the same

Love is all similar

We've got to work out our differences

We need to compromise

To sacrifice if happiness is to find us

The warmth in your arms is now cold

nothing can be revived now

Its so dead and decayed

None of us kept the promise

We have got to move on, for a third chance

May be we will be lucky this time

  and

Lets not let Love reduce us to enemies

We still can be friends

With a shared memory

Keep moving.

The other side of the Mountain

If you look forward to happiness

Happiness will find you

If you look forward to agony

Sorrow will be your company

If you look forward to a better future

Gladness will be part of you

If you indulge in negativity

Your reward will be painful

There is a rose among flowers

A ruby among the stones

Hope in despair

Forgiveness after hurt

A change of heart

An answered prayer

Faith for the unseen

Live right

Bring out the best of everyone

Smile at a stranger

Don't hurt knowingly

All days, be in your enemies shoes

Love them

Don't keep a grudge

Think twice before you act

Consequences can be bitter

Your mistakes today will catch up with you sometime

And

Always Remember Karma!